Why all the people?

 I am a human being among these people, but I am alive in his body. His soul is not his own. His soul has been withdrawn from him for a long time. He almost felt that he was created without spirit. (Others and breathed in his soul). And surely I have also created and breathed the spirit into it so it will not be allowed when I ask why I did not make my life and stay where people like me like the rest of mankind? Is there a defect in me or in whom? I do not mean to envy the rest of mankind, but perhaps the joy of the blessed envy has shrunk. I am sorry for all human beings